I realized this morning that faith is a choice. The hard part is continuing to make the "faith choice." However, I can never truly abandon my faith . . . no matter how thin it gets. I know because I've been there--I've been so angry with God that I want to turn and run away from him, yet I can't.
So now I'm choosing to have faith even though much of the time I don't feel it. It's hard to trust God when I feel like he has let me down. I want to though . . . I'm just worried that I'll put my trust in him, totally . . . then he'll let me fall through the cracks. Maybe it's because I don't really feel like I deserve his love. I don't know. I don't really want my mind to go down that path tonight.
So instead . . . I'll choose to have faith and worry about how I feel tomorrow.
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